Empty ballparks
Lonely isles
Bitter goodbyes but I tell you
Daddy's not dead
Wrongful pulpits
In denial
Bitter goodbyes but I tell you
Daddy's not dead
Who dropped the seed that reached the sky?
Who knit the wings to stay me fly?
I've got your coat amd maybe your eyes
I don't really 'member but try
It's all so long but quick the days grew short
Soon the calendar lost to my packs of newports
feeling lost without your reports and new words
I seek more but earn poor
A tit for the reborn
The leaves of trees whisper to me
No worry no cry
An inner peace seems iffy to me
Be sure you will die
Everybody that I ever loved I'll watch them go through doors in the sky
The day I get to see my homie and my papa is the same that
The porky will fly
They're the gone ones
I'm the lost one
I ain't got guns so I'm sure to be the last one
Silly of me to think that something good would last for even a part of
My life and I bite the bullet cuz my heads giving me aches out of proportion
An abortion would have shortened this torture but I guess that's more abnormal
So I sit back and relax
Try to put it at the back of my track
But I feel bad and the tears are back
Tearing my head apart like a demon on my back
It's a fact of life so I guess I'll just quit my whining
If you need me, you can find me in the
Empty ballparks
Lonely isles
Bitter goodbyes but I tell you
Daddy's not dead
Wrongful pulpits
In denial
Bitter goodbyes but I tell you
Daddy's not dead
Every day I look in the mirror
I see him in me if feel his tears I feel his fears I feel his love I know the roots I am the bud
And though my petals shine at dawn
I feel the same cold death is coming on
So I jumped from the branches to seek a warmer land
But the tree could no longer feed me so I died in the sand
And new petals grow once I'm gone on the tree
And they won't ever know that they were once me
They won't know my father or the people I loved
They'll be too busy with their life to even care who I was
So why should you give a fuck? Why should I quit taking puffs? Why should I care it's making my life faster? everyone I know will only die shortly after
And all their memories of me will be lost in the sea when their decomposing body gives life to a tree it's a cipher to me when they quite certainly say that we will all come back to earth, that's unlikely to me
But we'd all be happy to believe that we would someday meet the deceased it'd be a nice thought to think
That someday, as a new child, you won't be the lonely boy in the ballpark, you won't be that girl with no one to walk her down the isle you won't be someone who has to say these bitter goodbyes, and wont be someone who has to miss the chance to say goodbye
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