Silently Balling Lyrics

 

I'm sorry about that I solemnly swear I wouldn't do it again Spirit like.. reuniting with friends I only want to remember you with that childish grin Much to my chagrin No going back like stuck in a quick Realizing this is like a punch in the gut Maybe I just wanna not think about it Maybe I just wanna remind my past self How every time I felt when left out damn fool Admittedly a bit weirded by the pastiche No excuse that I was washed out like pastel Never heard my future album track 14 Hadn't found the essence of my current core being I just hope I didn't crush his soul too much He was used to things not going right Personal version One of the first songs I made I showed to my dad and I'll never forget He genuinely said "i think you've got a hit" I knew he was wrong but it felt like the shit Gave him a CD to listen in the car He brought it home and wrote his own bars Excited he and I would have a way to bond Showed it to me next time I saw him And here is where I'll never forgive myself I didn't show any interest I was unenthused I don't even know why but it thought it insignificant I didn't even remember this til recently But I fear I may have dashed his dreams I only hope it wasnt as bad as it feels The guy was used to nothing going right I'm sorry to have added to the list